I pray and I ask God to move in my life by lifting the heavy burdens that are beyond my control. The hurt runs deep the pain is emotional but feels more physical, "Am I tired or am I sick, or am I sick and tired?" The prayer falls flat. How can this be? Lord you see my hurt, you know I'm desperate. There is nothing I can do to fix this. All I can do is let go and trust and that takes more faith than I have at this moment. I need to change what I see but I can't, because it's all I see. I ne[...]